I just can't stand anymore :(

Oke mybe aqu xajim luah perasae aqu kt blog . NEVER :( Skmo kt blog aqu , biapon ad pasa jiwoo tp aqu xwk bndo uh jd feelim . Tp kali nim aqu xtehe do'oh do'oh doh :( I love him . More than anything , I don't expect more than him but i just can't feel this is right for me . For him . For us :(  Bnyok bndo aqu lalui nga dio . First konfliks aqu nga dio bilo aqu nga dio keno pnggl ko ckgu . Aqu rjin dgr pasa ckgu tuh , tp aqu xexpect ckgu tuh seactive itu untk memecohkei masjid houp bru nk bino . Emm oke , seriously buke btol btol msjid laa , tp aqu sero kalu ckgu xkuca hubunge aqu nga dio , jmin aqu nga dio ake build satu msjid sumgoh one day . No one knows kei ? Emm back to the topic , Aqu nk give up dh time uh , aqu xsei nmo aqu naek keh gewe , tp he fights for me . Dio ouyap kt aqu , '' Jange ptuh sbb bndo bodo gini . Pliss '' Oke time uh aqu meme thru ah . Then kli keduo aqu keno pnggl nga ckgu tulo WITH NO REASONS ! houp tuh aqu tekke . Aqu xdk wk sloh nga dio tme uh tp ckgu pnggl . Koho lamo aqu koho meluat nga dio , Mybe first thought aqu mkir diow baek keh nk btol kei keadae aqu nga dio , But i think that was not rite . Dio mkir smuo doso pelajar wk atah tnggunge dio , meme la wjib seorang guru menegur kalu student dio wk slap . But this is wrong . The solution is not putting the blame on other people shoes . Jange sekali pown hino seorang pelajar , Selalu ckgu ouyap stdnts kure aja . Ad uh meme prngai smlo jd dh , tp some others people rude with you as you do it so . Sapo xsero ati orei houp kito hormat hino kito . Maybe yo xperase smuo uh , tp stiap ayt houp tubik dri mlut dio , I KEPT INSIDE THIS . Meme smuo mslah aqu nga dio punca dri ckgu nim . Kali nim ckgu pnggl aqu nga dio ONCE AGAIN keh aqu dating nga dio . chopp ! dating doesn't means that duo orei jah deh . Rama orei tme uh , almost 10 person can be my witness that shows that i'm not guilty . Emm kali nim meme serious ah , He called umi (dio) . Aqu bolei raso gano umi yo sero tme uh , Tp aqu nk prove ko umi dio houp smuo nim sloh , ckgu broka maut jah smuo nim . Ckgu gno smuo information uh pah mmbelit kei cito nyoyh . But that's not the problem . Aqu frustrated giloo nga yo , Yo jnji kt aqu no matter what happen aqu nga yo ake kkal . Tp bukei smdoh uh . Slepah kejadie uh , mcj houp skmo dio ata ktuk , caci , hino aqu supo aqu nim tino houp xsei yo kena . Maybe rama xpehe ati aqu tp meme perit . Orei houp kito sayey caci kelemahe kito sndri . Soyok ati aqu , bgaikan aqu make ati aqu sndri . Jerit meme xkato ah time uh . Tp xhau bkp is not my destiny to set up the break up with him . Biapon aqu bolei bena tp he means a lot to me . Xpenah aqu sayey sorei laki setaro nim , nga keadae aqu nga yo lonim lagi ah perit . Day pass day dio masih nga peranga gitu . Then he began to be just like the way he was . He's caring :) tp caring yo kt aqu xlamo . skmo male aqu gyut nga dio , tp lonim dok mno dh . dio skmo tido :( padaha aqu stdy male uh sapa kul 12 then aqu arap la lepah aqu duk stdy pnat pnat bolei kcek nga dio , tp it worthless :( ARGGHH ! Bo ah , aqu malah dh kcek pasa nim . Aqu hau sek mum xmnat pown ko cito aqu . Sorry . 


For You My Dear ,
Kalu awok baco bendo nim , sayo bukei nk bruk awok . Tapi I just want you to know how much I love you . Yess , I heart you Amir . I heart you :(