Sorry friends . I tried to listen but I just can't :(

Syg . Tolong la aku :( Ya Allah perit nyo hati aku seroo . Padaha aku tau doh mamat tu meme gini tapi bakpo aku tetap toklei tinggal dio . BAKPO ? aku penat dh main gini , sumgoh eh . YOU ARE NOT YOU ANYMORE . you are not the person that always make me smile , always take care of me , always make my life shine and always love anymore :( WHY ? sebab mu kene ko tino lain ko ? sebab mu boring dh ow nga aku ? sebab gapo mu SEBAB GAPO ? biloo aku wk relationship nga orei lain and biloo orei lain tnyo mu , mu deki dok , WHAT'S YOUR ANSWER syg what is your answer ? '' XDEKI POM . AKU TAHU DIO SAJO JAH WAK GITU '' . Thank you sangat . I appreciate that . you said you tried to change but where's the improvement ? or maybe you mean you tried to change is you try to change for not loving me anymore . Isn't it ? ouh man , kalu ikut herey , aku teringin sangat nok lepah mu . Aqu nok try sayey orei laen , aku nok tengok setaro mano ego mu nga aku . maybe aku ado sayey sorei ni . hop pernah sayey aku dulu , houp pernah jago aku dulu , houp pernah wk aku senyum dulu . 1 tahun aku sayey dio , 1 YEAR . tapi sapa loni aku nga dio xbersatu , yolah gano nok gewe nga dio kalu bilo orei houp pernah sayey aku , jago aku , wk aku senyum sokmo beruboh jadi beci . I tried to forget you but forget you was impossible . Letting you go was totally hard for me . aku tahu sain aku citoo pasa mu selamo ni betul , tapi dale hati aku sokmo terdetik , '' mana , no one perfect . everyone make mistakes . maybe nga wi dio peluang he'll going to change '' tapi kali ni aku xterfikir dh gitu . you make me like this . you change me into this . dulu aku mikir it was a gift when you come into my life but I was wrong , knowing HIM is a REAL gift that I will never get wrong into .


* if you read this . I beg you , let me free . say that I was wrong about you *